Sometimes We Know that We Know that We Know!

I am starting to realize the amount of honesty and humility that it takes to write this blog. There are so many aspects of an individuals personality to begin with, let alone a person with Asperger's Syndrome. So what makes me any different from anyone else in the world? Everyone has their own issues, and I know that it might sound "self-serving" to complain all day long. The truth is, people with Asperger's are oftentimes unable to cease complaining. Whe we see a world with problems we wonder why it can't be fixed NOW. We typically are black and white thinkers. We don't always understand grey areas. When we want to get a point across, we NEED to get it across NOW, even if it means hurting others feelings. Some people, like myself, can create enemies wherever we go. I dont' blame this all on myself, because we oftentimes attract the same types of people over and over again. We don't like to do this. Many of us can control it to a certain degree. To be honest, I can't hardly control it. When someone says something that I don't agree with, I can shut my mouth and let it eat away at me. I can typically control myself in this situation. Yes, I might go away thinking how everyone is wrong and I am right, yet there is sometimes a certain topic that launches me into full attack mode. And what about the times when we know that we know that we know we are right? There are times that us aspies really are getting it right, and the general public would agree with us. Still, it doesn't matter because if one person doesn't agree, then we will make it our lifes ambition to be sure that person fully agrees...and quick. This all plays into the OCD aspect of AS...and something that I will post on next because it affects me so acutely.